life @ now

I just don't know what's going on?? My projects are not comp. on time. My work is delayed and don't feel like doing it. My mind is so disturbed that I just can't concentrate & the worst part is that I don't know the reason for that. I am seriously pissed off & can't do anything. Just waiting for the right moment to click or it's time to just get up & show my destiny/luck again that "Hello Don't mess with me" I am still the same, I won't back down... Let's see what's pops up best...

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 what's going on??? grrrrrrrrrr.........

life...

during life we meet many people, with some we stay for a long time but we forgets them as soon as we departs, but with some we pass very little time still we never forgets them...

Why Mother's Day??

Why do we have Mother's Day?? You might this question as weird but I am bit confused that why do we have this day??? A mother is one who gives you life who brings you to earth and give you everything she can. She will do every bit for you. even before eating she'll think whether her kids have eaten or not. She'll fight even GOD for her kids.

No doubt a mother cannot be compared to any other, not even GOD. Even our God's has described the position of mom greater than GOD  himself. Yet we have Mother's Day to celebrate or to respect her or to show her that we love her more than we love anybody else. We all know the power of woman, she has out done man in every  field. The pain she feels while bringing us to this life is just incomparable. The simplest line I can say for my mother and every child can say for his mother is "Heyy Mom, I am standing today only because of you."

Not only giving birth she also cares for you even when you are 30yrs. old. She remains with you in all your struggling years and help you to get out of them. she'll always motivate you achieve big and will never let you down. A piece of advice to everyone out there "whenever you feel low/depressed, just go to your mom(don't say anything if you can't) and put your head in her lap and lie down for at least a minute". You'll feel such relaxation which no one can explain and all the worries will leave you right there and you'll be fresh again. This is the power of mother.

Now coming back to my question: Why do we have Mother's Day?? she's so great and such a person who is considered above god even then why there's only one day to tell her that we love & respect her. Why there's only one day which is celebrated for her to tell her that she's the most important creature god has ever made. And he will be jealous all the time for giving us mother. According to me we should tell our mother everyday that she's the most important person of our life that we do love & respect her that we feel secure and blessed in her lap. After all she's a lady so tell her this statement everyday

You are the best mom in the world!! I LOVE YOU

Why Ms.Universe???

You may be wondering what sort f question is this. but I had a little doubt in mind,  when we have not discovered the universe then how can we select Ms.Universe?? We are still not sure about life on the nearest planet i.e. Mars let alone our solar system. And we are talking about Universe. We don't even know how many planets are their in only our galaxy. We assume that  there's  no life on particular planet because it does not environment which is suitable for survival. But the condition is not suitable for us but other species can have their own living conditions e.g they can breathe Cardon Dioxide/ Hydrogen/ Helium / Methane gases etc. We are still not sure of the conditions which are present in out solar system  only.

When we talk about galaxy, a galaxy contains lakhs of stars which can be larger than sun or smaller than the sun, they may or may not have their own solar system. And if they have then there are uncountable planets which are still undiscovered then why do have have Ms. Universe tag??When this title have been introduced, there might not be such awareness as well as advancements but now there are and we can think of life on some other planet.

There might be a girl/female at some other planet who is more beautiful than our Ms. Universe. My point is if we have not discovered the whole universe then how can we name someone Ms./Mr. Universe. I sppose we should drop that title and rethink on it.

Mixed Thoughts

Well, right now I am bit confused coz I am filled with many emotions right now. I feel motivated and depressed at the same time. I feel happy and sad at same time. It seems like I am talking absurd but I am feeling the same and cannot help it. Whatever, the main thing is I am indulged in many things right now and hundreds of thoughts are going in my mind which are making everything uncertain for me but can't help it.. I am very much worked up and on that some new beginnings make it much difficult to think how to manage them... I can call situation of my mind ad Mixed Thoughts.

Whatever I am not in mood to write much and have written thins coz I had to otherwise... gone... Hoping good for everyone else.. C yaa...

Mixed Dreams

I don't know whether it happens with me or everyone but this happens to me every time. whenever I dream it's not a single thing always some phases of my life are mixed. I mean the thing which is somehow impractical... and if it is soi then why do I dream  that??

I read the theories saying that dreams are the things which are going in your sub conscious mind. But why would such thing will go around my mind. Let's take an example last night I dreamt that I've lost my phone now the point is I lost my phone which I had brought 2 months back and what I dreamt was I lost it in my college when I was studying with my school friends..... How can it be possible?? This is just another impractical situation.

The above was just an example, my point is whenever I dream I am not sure what it's all about. Theories say that it's dreams are the thoughts of your sub conscious mind. But why would my sub conscious mind would think so???? It might be a fear of loosing phone but where do other things came?? like I was in college studying with school friends.... I just couldn't get it....Si I would call them Mixed Dreams 

This is not just only once whenever I dream always the situation is ambiguous. I am always surprised after waking up what it was?? On this note I am closing my post right now.... will see ya guys later... by the way did I missed saying

GOOD MORNING

What's gonna happen??

The day didn't started on a good note. Although I can't call it bad but still it's not at all good. And that's not all what's killing me is the feeling I am getting... I don't know why I am getting a feeling that today something is going to happen or shall I say nothing is going to happen that means it's gonna be hectic as well as again a hard to pass on and all I can do is to wish that my feeling is fake. I just cannot handle it today. Anyways day itself will tell me what's gonna happen when it'll unfold itself.... Let's see

Is our Peace is of any use??{We & Our neighbour country}

Hi!! writing after a long time... I've read an article today in newspaper saying "Peace, not Partition". This article was emphasizing on Kashmir issue that we want peace and don't want to give away it to our neighbours although now they are not in direct fight but still they want Kashmir only because they thinks that two communities cannot live together. They says that whenever Muslims are in majority then they cannot survive with others and as Kashmir is having the same scenario so it should be included in their country. Who gives the guarantee that after Kashmir they won't demand for Delhi, Lucknow or Gujarat?? In any of the cases, what I can't understand is why the hell our government does not take the action against them???

We have given enough proofs of their involvement in Mumbai attack. but still they says that it's not enough. Why do we even listen to them?? Do our govt. expect that they would come and say that "Yes We have done it and we are sorry for this" forget it!!! They are the people who are not settled within themselves. Their military has taken over govt. many times since their independence. 

I don't know what people think of "Mr.Bush", whatever you think of him on his decision to attach Iraq/Iran whatever it was. I know only one thing that "Iraq/Iran" was supporting the man who has attacked Bush's country and challenged them and he answered quite arrogantly. Although he couldn't find the main person but somehow he lowered down the impact. This is what he did. 

And what are we doing??? I am saying to attack the country but at least take the matter seriously  and take some strong action against it. I am neither a scholar nor a politician & not a highly educated/qualified person but all I know is if don;t do anything and deal the matter like this only then no wonder many more Mumbai Attacks are in bag of future for us.

We are wasting so much money on Kasab's security, keeping him alive just ti prove that he has done it for the other country and suppose even if he admits that he is from other country and done all this then even do you think that these people are gonna admit... Then what are we waiting for?? Is our Peace is of any use?? Why don't our govt. take actions??

We are not allowing their players to play in our country. Why?? If you are that much worried then why the Mumbai attack issue is still prolonging?? 

Why don't our govt. do something??

Relevant Ads

As far as I suppose advertisments are to attract the consumers/ public to buy the brand, but now days the concept has been changed I think. There are very less brands which tells the benefits of their products and display it correctly and others are making the ads just for the sake of making ads as their is no link of the product and even the ad does not entertain you.

The ad which has no relevance to the product is of no use whatsoever, still if it's not good then you get irritated and never buys the product even if you wanted to. So it's my advice to BIG marketing companies out there plz make some relevant ads and if you can't then try to make it entertaining and do not irritate the viewers with it.

Life's a Business

Heyy, Good Morning to you all. Start of a new day.... this thought always encourages me to do something better today but as the say passes this though goes straight on the back side and other things takes the priorities. Well I am writing now becuse I realised a thing today. I migh be a bit late realising the fact but you know "it's never too late".

What I realised was that this whole life is a business. It's just a matter of Give 'n' Take. Whatever you want from life(God, etc.) u need to give away something to get another thing. If you want masti then u'll have tp pay for it through hard work. Now it's upto you when do you pay it... Today or Tommorow?? This is a fact and there's no escape. One needs to uderstand the facts that there's always a business going around.

You may not get agree with my point but this is the only fact or I can say that this is the PRACTICAL FACT. Only 1 thing in this world comes without a business and without any desire & that's MOTHER'S LOVE. She doesn't want anything in favor of her love . She'll do everything she can to make you happy.

Love your mother & Respect Her

Monday- A New Start

Today is Monday and for many it's not at all a good day as they have to head back to their offices after a couple of holidays. But a little bit different for me. Yes I also have to head back to office but I am not at all sad or feel bad about that instaed I feel awesome for the same. Moreover I am not writing this post to tell this crap but I am writing for a new start. I am making a new start on the very first day of the week and if it all goes well I'll be the happiest person. I am browing for the insti's for MBA preparation not being sure of what I am going to do whether I'll do the MAB or not.

Well I want to do the MBA but there are certain questions in front of me which are yet to be solved and if gets solved soon and with the solution which I want them to be then it'll be YIPEE for me but I know the fact it's not gonna be that easy. Still my all time mantra is gonna help me. This mantra has helped to get rid of every situation and made me string everytime whenever I thought of it. It's not only my mantra but of many & many others too but being practical it has different meanings for everyone and for me it's important.

I guess I should give time to let the future unfold and tell what the destiny has in store for me... BUT if it's not the thing which I wants then  I'll simply replace it with my wishes of today... That's all for now. See yaa later and will try to write as soon as I can. Well my mantra is

NEVER GIVE UP

New Birthday

Although I am bit late to write it but I got time just now only... Anyways yes, this birthday was new to me or I should say a bit different from every birthday I've ever celebrated coz there was no [articular celebration at all and at the same time I was feeling like on top of eveything. Let's begin with this Firstly on this birthday I could call my self a graduate/ an engineer, Secondly on this birthday I was at Vaishno Devi and to be very frank I was much happier to be there. I didn't went to Vaishno Devi whole last year so I had to go this year or I should say that I wanted to go this year also and all of a sudden I got the chance and what better day to be there... I seriously loved it. Morever, the best part was there was no rush overthere, I was like so much thankful to God. Although it was bit tiring but still I enjoyed it and I loved it. I called it a new one coz at every birthday I celebratre with family & freinds but this birthday I celebrated with the almighty and loved it. Not only me but my parents were also happy. Thank God I can see some sort of relaxation on face of my parents from my side, although they are still worried about me but a little lines of tensions are no longer present and they are smiling.... I'll never ever forget this.... GOD gimme the power to make trhem happy and satisfied. Now I am going to celebrate it with my friends as well as with my family.

Oh yes, my birthday was on 1st April (Fool's Day) ;)

YIPEE :( - not sure

Although there is no bis reason to celebrate and to be happy to write YIPEE but still I am happy with some small things coz I don't expect happiness to be round the corner waiting for me in fact it was never there. Well,  I am happy coz I just made a website within 4 days and my clients approved it and is happy with the same. Actually I am learning a new thing which isn't new but I am learning now is when a person says that I like that thing then give him a copy of that and he'll accept it he doesn't want a new creative thing. This thing I learned from recent incidents. When I build something new according to me then client would say "NO" and when I'll build a copy of the website he likes he'll say a yes on the first note but with some changes to make it look exactly like that. Whatever, now I know what to build for whom... I know how to build for which person and what to give him.... As written in my last post I am still in a position where I don't know where to go?? and have no certain position.... Waiting for the moment when I'll have something clear in front of me.... see ya then...

Last Few Days

Hmmm.. I am writing after a long time actually the reason is not that I was busy but it's I was bit lazy in last few days and was doing nothing, a lot of work is pending and I am still in no mood to work I don't know what's happening but I am just not ready to work. In fact I am not ready to accept certain facts and to add on it I hate when I get incomplete results. When we get incomplete results then we are at no position, not assured of anything... don't know what to do... I can't say anything more now...

GOD BLESS ALL!!!

Not Just Another Day

Today my official day started on a tough note and seriously didn't liked it but the issue got resolves and then relaxed for sometime, working whole day.... well not whole day coz in b/w work doing lot of other things but again as the day came to an end the issue rose again like a bubble in a sec. but it didn't got resolved that soon and this time it was tougher and when resolved took a big sigh of relief. Yes learned something from the day but plzzzz god I don't want tomorrow to be like this or worse plz gimme relaxation for 2-3 days so that I can restore myself.

PLZZZZ NOT AGAIN for sometime.

Funny Word: MOVE ONE

Whenever I listen to the word "MOVE ON" it finds it really funny,  because I am not able to digest this word whatsoever, I guess everyone would have heard this word for once. This word sounds so cool "MOVE ON" but moving on is really so easy. Don't take it only in the context of broken hearts etc. but it is used everywhere e.g fail in exam, didn't got the marks, some mistake, yes broken heart etc. There are two kinds of people:

1. who MOVES ON easily: these are the people who were never involved actually in case of broken heart and never concerned in case of studies or anything else.
2. who takes time: these are the people who take time to digest the things(practicality) and are denying the truth. These are the people who were really concerned or involved in respective things.

But do we really move on????

I don't think so, it is just a cool and funky name given to the feeling that "we know the fact and nothing can be done now so accept it". Yes we accept the fact that it is over but we never forget those things and remain attached with them all their life but from inside only and for everyone else "we are cool, we've moved on. It doesn't bother me anymore". It might not bother you anymore but it reminds you of something and that is thing which I am talking about. So if you are still stuck, you didn't moved on.

One never MOVES ON!!!ACCEPT IT

Holi with a Difference

It's HOLI!!! well this is a festivals of colors and this year's holi is bit different as I am not only working this year but also I am able to see many things of future as I am looking forward and can see the things which are going to come into my way there are lots of hurdles and then there is some success hiding from me but I'll find it. Although last year also I was working but not this kinda feeling was there as I was in a job in which I never wanted to. So I can say that this holi is bit different to me. As I already said that Holi is a festival of colors, it also brings joy in life with colors and happiness too. I wish this Holi brings JOY and Happiness for all and MAY GOD BLESS ALL!!!  

  *v* HAPPY HOLI ;)

Sunday!!!

It was Sunday again!! a day I don't like rite now but this was a little bit different as I was equally engaged to my work as I was away from it. I don't say that I like to be at work always but it's far more better then my regular Sunday. I wish that every Sunday I get the work or else I can go somewhere & pass it in some other way than just by sitting at home & getting bored. My current site is little bit delayed as client wants it to be done at much faster rate than usual but I would like to do it fast and hand him over so that I can concentrate on new one. Anyhow, I think that instead of sleeping I'll work on that website now for at least 30-45mins. and after that seriously can't say....

C YAA LATERZZZZZZZZZZZZ

time & me: killing each other

It's late!!! feeling a little bit sleepy but I don't know why I don't want to sleep actually... I don't wanna do anything now.......... completely out of my mind frame and unable to figure out what's happening? unable to figure out what to do?? and only thing which is happening tonight is

I am killing my time and my time is killing me.

Weekend Again!!!

It's Saturday again and I am feeling so bored right now although have a lot of work to do but don't know why m not feeling anything right now... this feeling is really frustrating and kills me up actually I guess I need a break/ some entertainment but as always there are no plans for sunday again and will be at home getting bored "OH GOD" plz help me out... I don't wanna sympathize myself again. Well I am thinking that I should go n sleep now and get ready to face "Sunday: the day I hate most for now..." and I think that I'll work tomorrow to get rid of this frustration...

Hope no one gets this feeling!!!!

New Fone

Brought a new fone today, a brand new Blackberry. I like it, lot of features but I still miss my Samsung as it was with me from my college days and has lot of things attached with it. I am missing my old fone and enjoying a new one. Both at the same time. I feel still the same...

SCREW THAT THIEF

What A Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day, but I am not at all happy not coz I didn't spent the day with my girlfriend but it's because I lost my phone today... I lost my Samsung which I really loved... I carried that phone from last 3 years and I could hold it for next 3 years.. loved it so much but some b******t took it. Actually I didn't lost it but kisi ne chori kar liya... Main thing is that I lost it when I needed it most. Now I need to purchase another one, it's good but I loved my old one.

SCREW THAT THIEF

YiPeeee!!!!!!!!

Today, I am really happy coz I got the approval for my first commercial website. Although I got the rder sometime back but the client has approved it and happy with the website. I am happy today but will be more happier the day when I'll get the payment in my hand. Although I've built some other sites also but they were for me or my organization but this is the website which I built for somebody else and will be paid for it... can't wait for the next working day to hand it over to client and collect the payment check.

I MADE IT

Missing!!!

I don't know what is going on... I am working and enjoying but still something is missing & I am unable to fill up... maybe it's the friends... Once we used to pass our time talking with friends and finding out new ways of making fun, but now our time passes in finding out ways for making money... How smartly money replaces fun... but it's not that I don't like money... who doesn't?? ;) but I am trying to say is there's something missing..

It's a working day

Well everybody says "ohh! it's a working day" but I say "YIPEEE it's a working day" coz I can do something productive now and make something out of the day. I can be engaged in the things which pays me ;). well this is a fact who doesn't want to earn so is my case more I work more I benefit myself. Although on working days I don't get much time to anythings but right now I managed my time to write it down as I was really happy with this.

YIPEE

No Sunday's Please(for now ;))

Often heard from people that there should be more Sunday's in a week but I don't know why I say that there should bve less Sunday's in a month. In weekdays we are at least engaged in work but Sunday's are seriously becoming a day of boredom for me. Today being a Sunday I spent whole day at home and did nothing no productivity and feeling so bored that it can't be explained. I am feeling that there should be less Sunday's so that I can be more engaged and do something productive. My whole day is wasted today and it's seriously killing me now. Actually it's not only today but this Sunday is harassing me from a month or so. Anyhow, I've passed my day today and looking forward for Monday and my work so that I can do something. ;)

No More Holidays Please!!!

Remembering Friends!!!

Today while watching television well it's not only today sometimes while watching TV or listening to music I suddenly remember those days which I've left far ago... "my school days". Although those tunes or anything does not reflect or does not relates to that time anyhow but don't know why I remember those moments. Those moments are not bad at all but still why do I remember them. I guess that's because that time is a part of my life. It's OK if I remember that time but what confuses me or I should rather say the question is we do remember the things at a certain point if something related to that flashes through your eyes. But nothing is related to that time then why I remember those moments at all.

Today I watched a movie "ZEHER" which I saw with a very good friend of mine and I remembered my that friend, those were my college days... I am not in touch of that friend because my "friend" don't have time at all to attend my calls and to revert at least... and then my "friend" says "I do not understand at all".... Why do people gets so busy that they don't have time to talk to their "friends" and if they don't consider us the friend anymore then why don't they tell us on the upfront.....

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING???

Why Google???

Whenever we want to know anything we "google" it i.e. we search it on google. When going through some other search engines, you'll definitely find that google's search engine is the best. 

But I wonder why GOOGLE is the best???

Microsoft is one of the biggest companies in IT field and there is no doubt about that. But still they are not able to make search engine like google. They have recently adjoined with yahoo to grow their search market. Does that mean one the biggest IT company and one of the oldest Internet company have to collaborate to overcome google's search market.

Why can't Microsoft/ Yahoo make their search engines as efficient as Google's one???




Regards,
Anurag Mehra

Paper Or Life??? You decide

What is so special about socializing?? We read that human is a social animal?? We cannot live without others but does that mean that we are animals and if we are then why do we call ourselves human?? We say that our mind is the thing which differs us from animals but is it so?? Do really our mind is differing us from animals?? Animals build their houses/ nests but in their own domain only but we humans are always ready to acquire more domain. Animals do not destroy the planet or can be said like this animals are not cutting the forests and making the planet more cleaner( ;)). It's human which is cutting down the forests at a rate which will destroy the planet fast.

Let's take an example of and Indian School. We say that our students should get their notebooks covered with brown or white paper. Right??? Does that mean that just to make our notebook good, we are ready to cut a tree which makes the planet good moreover which gives us oxygen to live.. What is more important to make the notebook look good or to live?? People do have the answers and say that we do understand but do we really understand?? Why to waste the paper then.. instead use every bit of paper at the most efficient way... which will not only the paper consumption low but also will help your mind to figure out ways to increase efficiency...

DON'T WASTE PAPER!!! USE IT!!! USE IT PROPERLY!!!


Regards,
Anurag Mehra

Nothing much to do....

Sunday Laziness

Yet another sunday, and sitting vella(free) having nothing to do... thinking of meeting the friends but they are also lazy asses so there's no point of calling them and asking them to meet. Thinking of someone whom Ican meet but asusual you need to make out a plan coz our that time is over when we used to  get ready and reach the person's house and say "chal kutte ghar par kya mar raha hai".... Now it's time that you need to ask everyone first whether they are free or not... listening to songs and trying t make out where the life is going and where I want it to go... trying to figure out how certain issues can be resolved.... as I said have nothing to do that's why I am writing this ;)... Anyways lemme see what can be done and what to do with time... whether utilize it or to pass it... let's see........

Regards,

Anurag Mehra

You Can't Have Everything???

          Once I heard that "You Can't Have Everything". Is it so true??? Why can't we have everything in life??? What is Life?? Why is it so said??? Why we are told that we can't control our life??

          According to me our life is totally under our control. We can have everything in life. It's only what we make our of it. Our whole life has been tailored by us only although we all don't accept it directly but we all have seen the people who had defied the challenges and grown up like anything. They have conquered everything in their life. They had done what they had wanted to... They were all humans and so are we then why we say that we can't have everything. Our main motto always should be to learn more and gather more excellence so that we can have whatever we want. We all are humans and GOD almighty made us all equal. Yes we all are born in different situations and in different families but at last we are the one who is going to tailor our life. We can make it more easy just by believing in ourselves.

          When we will believe that we can do something/ some work then that work is no longer a task that's simple process. And when we don't believe in ourselves then that work becomes a task and then a project and then maybe a thing to be afraid of. But if we'll believe in ourselves then we can do everything in life. Believe me my friends "YOU CAN HAVE EVERYTHING IN LIFE" Just grow the desire for it...

Regards

Anurag Mehra

Karma Is An Essence Of Life

          What I am going to write, your mind/science may not accept it but don't you think that somewhere your karma's are related to the things in your life even if they both are not at all related. Every one must have experienced this in life that karma is somewhere related but our logical minds are not ready to accept the same.

          Whenever we experience this kind of thing our subconsious mind always gives us the same signal but our logical mind always craps it and tells us that there's no logic between the two.... and then again we starts believing that both the instances are completely different so there is no relation betwwen them... Isn't there any connection???

          But still after believing our consious mind we still sometimes don't get the answer to some of our queries related to the instance and even our so called logical mind is unable to give us the solution. But we still believe our logical minds and I don't know why we do it??

          One can't start believing in karma until they can't see their actions and co relate them with the happenings of life. When some one starts doing the same he can easily relate the instances in life and moreover can make life much simpler.

          Not believing in karma makes the life much complex and we starts saying "I just can't understand what's going through my life". When we start velieving in karma we gets to know that life is nit difficult at all we all miss the vision to understand it. Our vision becomes so much clearer that our life seams to be much interrelated and more enthusiastic which in turn makes your life good and lead to a happy living. At last I would like to say that "KARMA IS AN ESSENCE OF LIFE" and we all should understand it.

Regards,

Anurag Mehra

*If you do not agree to above post then also the comments are welcome.

Life in terms of DAY & NIGHT

Morning

        A day starts with new rays telling you to start a new beginning and get a new start. Just like it has just passed over the night one should always passes over the dark shades or the bad experiences. And should make a new beginning. 

Noon

          When the day proceeds the sun grows up in the sky telling us that we should always go up to do well in whatever we are doing. We should not get destructed from our target and move on to get on the top. And at last it shows that everyone has a specific time to be on top. You need to accept certain things which you cannot change. So when you see there's something you need to understand the situation and act accordingly.

Evening 

     Then comes the beautiful evening, it tells that even when you go down or you have to defeat then also give it such a good fight so that everybody praises you and your sportsmanship.

Night

     Then again comes the night taking you in darks so that one can calculate on the bed that what he has done all day, what went wrong and what was perfect. One can recall all the things so to not make the mistake again ad get ready for a new tomorrow and a new day.

Regards,

Anurag Mehra